Have you ever just looked at someone, someone you know is special to you, as they do nothing at all like maybe just drive or sit there with you on a bench at the park and you can’t help but to smile?
Then they look at you and they smile too and with that big grin on their face they ask “what?” And the only thing you can reply with is “nothing” simply because you have no idea how to explain how happy they make you feel…
Why can’t i stop thinking about you? I mean, we’ve only just met, we haven’t even talked that much & realistically, how could someone amazing as you go for someone like me? In all my years on this earth, I’ve never felt a connection like this. I feel tethered to you already & to be completely honest, it scares the shit out of me, but I love it. I fall asleep wishing you were beside me & I wake up thinking about your smile.. or maybe I’m focused the sun coming in through the cracks in my window. It’s hard to compare the two, they both illuminate my world. You tell me I’m beautiful. How is it that those words mean so much from you? I’ve never believed it before, but I’m convinced you would never lie to me.
Now the question is, how do I go about this? Do I play it safe? Pretend that if it didn’t work out it wouldn’t bother me? Maybe I should just throw all my cards on the table so you know exactly what you’re getting into..
I guess I’m just going to let this run its course. If I let on too soon that I’m sure I could fall for you, you’re sure to bolt. I’ll take whatever I can get. A few hours of sun on an overcast day does wonders for the human soul.
When is a monster not a monster?
Oh, when you love it.